Welcome to my journal.

It's about my life, my feelings
and my family with 6 children.
The twinsgirls of 10: Yinti and Djenné.
Nyo (14, autistic), Thami (15, dyslectic and ADHD), Lars (17), Stef (20 ADD and Asperger), and their father (PDD-Nos, autistic traits).

This blog is not written to offend, but it's a way to vent.
I'm allowed to. I'm managing a nuthouse. LOL!

thursday december 7 2006

It's storming.
The wind is piercing, and the rain is cold, but not yet freezing.
I decided to report Nyo ill.
He's at the same school as Thami and I think all the pupils feel they can do what they want.
They don't care for a warning finger and a talk of a couple of minutes.
The of the bullies targetted Nyo yesterday as long untill he got mad and screaming and all over the place.
It's the so-maniest time these last weeks and the school didn't even bother to inform me.

We had a quiet day, which was such a relief.

Then in the afternoon.. everyone was doing something in the house, suddenly a large and heavy thunder sounded.
There were all downstairs and with me in no time.LOL!

We're not used to thunder lightning and thunder this time of year, and certainly not to such unexpected loud ones.

Well, it made quite an impression because none complained about dinner, which is very unusual.

Took the time to examine my throat.
I have a kind of growth at the backside of my mouth. Maybe a scar after tonsillectomy that has grown from the backside of the mouth to the backside of the throat.
I already felt it tightens the tissue around it. Especially in the mornings.
Before I didn't feel a thing, except when I had to swallow. I can do it only with my mouth closed. And when something very sweet hits a spot on the tissue there. It hurts and makes me cough.

So I guess I have to have a doc look at it, which probably will result in a little operation.

Point is: my singing is much more controlled. And I don't want to loose that...